First post of 2015

The first post of 2015, belongs to God Almighty

Somehow, God was tugging at my heart during sermon. He said "isn't that you my son, why do you rever me Just as God, but not as Abba Father? Am I not calling out to my son"

At that moment, I felt deep remorse and guilt, I have treat God as God for far too long, forgetting that He is my heavenly father, that He yearns to draw near.

That altar call was different, for once in a very long time, I genuinely called out to God, telling Him I want more of Him in my life, 2014 was a powerless year, filled with struggles I fought in futile alone. Let 2015 be a year of partnership, one with God.

It doesn't really matter to me that much now whether I get into the dean list in the future, or called successful by many. All these I am coming to learn to count as worthless.

Psalms 7
God is indeed my refuge, my shield, my safe haven. He is righteous and let Him find no guilt on my hands indeed as the psalmist proclaimed.