Praise the Lord!
Psalms 150:6 NLT
Let everything that breathes sing praises to the lord ! Praise the lord !
Indeed today was a very tiring and challenging day. Right from the get go, I realised I left a very precious bottle in school and thank God I found it! The wave of relief really washed over me.
It was also the start of a new chapter, where I started to do evangelism, something that has gripped me with fear. But praise God for He has given me more than enough to share the word to the people. Really thankful that none rejected me and were all open to the sharing!! Such an inexplicable joy indeed (:
Lastly I got to talk to peipei about all that is surrounding us. It's really tough to come face to face the fact that I'm going through something that no one can help me with. 10k is just wow. Beyond anything I ever imagined. Even after she tried to lessen it by saying that the CPF would take away 2k. But still it's 8k difference. It's such a wide gap in our monetary intake and spending power. It's so tough to swallow and be joyous. I mean let's face it. No one ever likes to see another earning so much more right. And it's not like I'm even benefitting from it. But oh well! Nothing more to say about this but to accept the fact and try to not dwell on it further. Lord this is bad. I'm starting to view us both in terms of our net worth and this is so like accounting. Where her debit keeps rising and my credit keeps rising in a bad way. Urghh. This sucks. Let this month pass quickly so I can live my life without such a huge wealth gap shouting at my face!
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