I need You Lord

I guess the title sums it up.
I really need you Lord.
Let not a day pass by where I believe foolishly I can get by without You.
Deadlines and pressures and what not.
Relationship problems and school worries.
Lord I need you more, more than I care to show.
At the end of the day, it's still You I run to.
I pray for wisdom, that You show me a way out of all these. That You take these lessons to mould me.

Rant

Sooo I guess this blog shall be my new ranting space.

Been reading up on this module's article on innovation and boy oh boy I don't have a single clue on how to get started. Felt like I wasted time on a mind numbing activity. Pooof... 

I pray and pray that inspiration will come like a wrecking ball and smash into my thoughts. So desperately need one now. Hahahahahaha can't wait to goo and a long road trip with my darling to some random farm or fruit yard and Just Nua our time away idyllically. Lalala in a few weeks... But for now.... Pooof...  Back to innovation yo.

Perspective

On to the same subject that we have been having countless argues on, and it had led to this. You said how you were afraid that if this stopped, so would our relationship. Those were the words that pierced the deepest, wound the hardest. I just wanted to use such intimate moments with you to make up for the hours upon hours I'm away in school. But you chose to view the matter in your own way, which is fine. So well I don't even know why am I typing this out while you lay in bed sleeping soundly.